I think I need to quit drinking coffee again. It’s almost 9:30 (pm) right now and I feel like a zombie. All I can do is stare straight ahead. My thoughts are barely coherent. I’m not asleep, but I’m certainly not awake. All day long I’ve been in this state of semi-consciousness. I’m just moving through my life.
Yes, I am trying to sort through many things right now, but maybe I’m having such a hard time doing that because of the coffee. The highs and the lows. The short bursts of fake energy.
I haven’t always been like this. A few months back, I went on a caffeine hiatus. After a couple days without it, I was sleeping well, feeling happy and energetic, and I didn’t even miss drinking coffee.
I just hope that if I quit again, I’ll get my focus back…and that I’ll finally get a decent night’s sleep.
